It was midsummer and I was always with this girl. She became my best friend at that point. However, she is the girlfriend of my friend. We always texted since we became good friends last year but we became really close this summer. She was a good friend to me so I became a great friend for her when she needed me most. She was on the point of deep depression with her relationship with her boyfriend. She would always text that she was sad so I always tried to keep her company and gave her all the comfort I could ever give. She was well worth it all.
The both of them inevitably separated. I tried to be fair not to side with either of them but I always hate to see girls cry especially if that girl is a good friend of mine. She wanted my company and needed to be there all the time to fill her loneliness. She was happy I am sensitive to her feelings. I wanted to save her. I never meant to get in between. I got dragged in and got caught in the middle.
This was so unreasonable! I was accused that I am stealing her. Well it is not my fault if we are very close because I was good to her. In fact, she is not the only girl I have that is very close to me. People just cannot understand and accept the fact that I am close to many people and not just with my regular boy group.
I really had grown to like her. She took good care of. More than I took care of her. I was reasonable. I had no ulterior motives. I want someone who sincerely has feelings for me and it has never been my style to steal girlfriends. I always have this sense of righteousness and honor. She is special but I do not want just any girl. She has everything I ever wanted from a girl but If ever she would be mine, the feeling would not be whole. It is better this way.
I am not in a rush to have a relationship anyway. I want someone truly special. Someone with nothing holding her back and we will happily ever after.
The both of them inevitably separated. I tried to be fair not to side with either of them but I always hate to see girls cry especially if that girl is a good friend of mine. She wanted my company and needed to be there all the time to fill her loneliness. She was happy I am sensitive to her feelings. I wanted to save her. I never meant to get in between. I got dragged in and got caught in the middle.
This was so unreasonable! I was accused that I am stealing her. Well it is not my fault if we are very close because I was good to her. In fact, she is not the only girl I have that is very close to me. People just cannot understand and accept the fact that I am close to many people and not just with my regular boy group.
I really had grown to like her. She took good care of. More than I took care of her. I was reasonable. I had no ulterior motives. I want someone who sincerely has feelings for me and it has never been my style to steal girlfriends. I always have this sense of righteousness and honor. She is special but I do not want just any girl. She has everything I ever wanted from a girl but If ever she would be mine, the feeling would not be whole. It is better this way.
I am not in a rush to have a relationship anyway. I want someone truly special. Someone with nothing holding her back and we will happily ever after.
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